jesse's dog had puppies a week ago this past weds.

the mom is a chow terrier/lab mix and the dad is an austrailian sheppherd





there are 2 black ones on has white marks on it the other has brown like a rotty.
the others are brown/cream color with black spots. and there is one white on with black spots.

i f you want one or know of anyone that wouldnt mind adopting a mutt please let me know. they will be 2 weeks old this weds.

For all the hard-core PC Gamers like myself...
You Will appreciate this!!! and the link in cludes awsome pics of the insides :)


http://www.news.com/2300-1043_3-6231281-1.html?tag=ne.gall.pg

Love is a wonderful ting!
every time i get even the slightest bit envious now from outta nowhere i get little reminders to jus be paitient.

i have spent idk how long looking for the above verse and found it today while feeling meh! and thinking about him. :)

so for ppl that went to the event you have fun?
i wont be back for awhile.. jus need a break from all the dramma = p

i went to the doc this past week for the kidneystones again... didnt go very well...
that urologist will now not see me anymore b-cuz yes im stubborn end of story..

Halloween party was friday night, lotta fun till ppl get stupid an drunk then its no fun.
plus i had been up since 6am so by midnight i was SSO sleepy.

also fridy was spa day at my dance studio.
SO fun! got a massage and got new mary-kay stuffs! :)

ugh! so tired stayed up till like 3 30 am talking to that boy again.... as well as everyother night the past week...~le sigh~ :) iwant him to be done working so i get to talk to him already! Rawrr! Teehee! :DD

so got my wisdom teeth out thursday...

hurts like hell!

but not as bad as i though it would be = p

And thanks to everyone for the comments! = )

Im so freaking scared...
im getting my wisdom teeth cut out thursday... = (
ive never had any kind of surgery before, and ive never been put to sleep before.

= ( ~whines~
terrrified...
and SO wanting to be in a certain persons arms and jus cry.

2 more days for me till d-con!

im excited! and can not wait to see everyone!

it ALWAYS makes me cry like a little baby! = p

"Butterfly Kisses"

There's two things I know for sure:
She was sent here from heaven and she's
daddy's little girl.
As I drop to my knees by her bed at night
She talks to Jesus and I close my eyes and
I thank god for all the joy in my life
Oh, but most of all
For butterfly kisses after bedtime prayer;
sticking little white flowers all up in her
hair; "Walk beside the pony, Daddy, it's my first ride."
"I know the cake looks funny, Daddy, but I sure tried."
In all that I've done wrong I know I must
have done something right to deserve a hug
every morning and butterfly kisses at night.

Sweet 16 today
She's looking like her mama a little more everyday
One part woman, the other part girl.
To perfume and make-up from ribbons and curls
Trying her wings out in a great big world.

But I remember
Butterfly kisses after bedtime prayer; sticking
little white flowers all up in her hair.
"You know how much I love you, Daddy, But if you
don't mind I'm only gonna kiss you on the cheek this time."
With all that I've done wrong I must have done
something right to deserve her love every morning
and butterfly kisses at night.

All the precious time
Like the wind, the years go by.
Precious butterfly.
Spread your wings and fly.

She'll change her name today.
She'll make a promise and I'll give her away.
Standing in the bride-room just staring at her.
She asked me what I'm thinking and I said "I'm not
sure-I just feel like I'm losing my baby girl."
She leaned over...gave me butterfly kisses with her mama there,
Sticking little white flowers all up in her hair
"Walk my down the aisle, Daddy-it's just about time."
"Does my wedding gown look pretty, Daddy? Daddy, don't cry!"

Oh, with all that I've done wrong I must have
done something right.
To deserve your love every morning and butterfly
kisses-I couldn't ask God for more, man this is what love is.

I know I gotta let her go, but I'll always remember
every hug in the morning and butterfly kisses.

this song an another song i cant remember the name of WILL be played
when i get married in a couple yrs.
Even though my dads a pain in tha ass! i love him and yea hes speacial enough to get 2 songs when i get married. = p

It feels like jus yesterday i was bitching snd very livid about my b-day...

Now 2 hours ill be 19.... if only a certain thing were goin to happen and then another certain thing....~sigh~

eh oh well!

2more hours! = )

interesting weekend..
one my bestfriends turned 21 yay! Sadly her b-day sucked. = /
Everything went wrong for her and then on top of makein plans and then gettin ditched by sum shizy friends we got almost back to my house and the alternator belt broke on her car... FUN!

And Yet again im sick...
My throat hurts like crazy and is all scratchy... and it hurts to take a deep breath. went to the doctors today i have a upper respetory infection = /

Things with school are yet again screwed up...
first off they not me they school lost about half the classes i took...
and they waited till the week of my graduation to tell me im missing a credit. and that i needed to do summer school...
so i had to delay my starting at the LCB to do that..

well i got my last grade thing i didnt get the math = /
but i got the other 2 classes i had to take...
so im now having to wait till August 13 to find out if i can get my diploma or if me an my mother haft to go bitch at the principal.
and yet im supose to have all this paperwork and such by the 18th but yet i cant get my diploma untill the 13.

Really got screwed over by my school... GRRRR!

http://thecutest.info/top.html
Just deserved reposting = )

so found out the guy i like is now engaged...
i've liked him for 2yrs, hes the first guy ive ever wanted to jus stay with forever and never haft to leave him = /

but shockingly with as much as like him an all im happy for him and i hope she makes him very happy. = D

gosh why is it guys can make your heart feel broke, make you cry, and yet you can still be happy with them knowing that they happy with someone else?

Woot!
Im gonna be a aunt again!

My brother(only one thats married) and his wife are having another little one! = D
having 2 kids to keep and spend time with is gonna be GREAT!
IM SO EXCITED!!!!!!!!!!!
i also got a txt from one my best freinds saying hes engaged. WOOT! = D

and also my darling KT is engaged. = D

~Squee~ Now if i could jus be with him things would be perfect!
= D = D = D = D = D

oh and i also realized...
When i get married, me and my husband are doomed! lol
everyone i know thats had kids in past or recently had 2... AND
everyone in my family thats had kids has also had 2... haha

SO HAPPY I COULD BURST!!!!!!!!!!!! = D

Isn’t this sad … Microsoft is upset because U.S. immigration laws are preventing them from hiring foreigners. Here’s a concept – maybe if we stopped educating our children in government schools, we would be able to produce enough talent in the U.S. so that companies wouldn’t have to hire foreigners to begin with!

AMEN!!!!!!
I <3 Neal Boortz!

im such a dork! actualy listed my favorite T.V shows on my myspace tonight,

the basic channels i watch now:
Discovery,SPEED,TLC&the History channel.
"Deadliest Catch" Mythbusters,&Payback are now my fave Tv shows!

lol Who knew growing up with 3 brothers could give a girly girl at least SOME tomboy-ish traits.

Frickin aiy!
Scary...
the frickin ppl at dell are reading my LJ apparently.
i've recieved 2 diff e-mails from them saying they saw the post about the problems i washaving with them.
@@@#$@@@@%%&%&#$%&**&^!!!!!!!!!!!!!

My live journal is a PERSONAL JOURNAL!!!!!!!!!!

and for friends only!


STAY THE FU** AWAY FROM REDING IT!
if i had a problem and wanted it fixed ID CALL YOU!!!!! WHICH DID!!!!


LET ME REPEAT THIS...
STAY THE FU** AWAY FROM MY LJ!!!!!

God&Prayer are AMAZING X10!!!!!!!!!

End of story.

Belly Dancing RACKS!!! = p
i took my first class tonight.
First bginner class ive taken in 16 yrs. haha
it was SOOOOOO much fun! tom i get to go get zils(s/p) for class next week!
~EXCITED!~ andi <3 my teacher!
For those of you that were at d-con she was there performing.
im so exctied! i actual get to move all parts of my body that with ballet i dont. yay no more bubble! lol

Sad to be back home.

had a great time in Fl.!

the guy i like and was dating now is in a serious relationship with this girl. = /

why did he choose her over me?
speacialy after we both have really liked each other for about a yr now....
while he was in a realtionship before i got "if things wernt so complicated we would SO be dating."

Now hes REALLY serious with a diff girl and yet again im jus the friend, thats left without....

Very relaxing mood...

At the beach house in PCB untill weds.
i flew down here friday morning and my parents drove down friday night.
They arrived at stupid early 8 00 am saturday. = p
i had the audition at WDW(Walt Disney World) it went EXCELENT!
They picked 10ppl out of 200. i was one of them! = )
But unfortunately i had to turn down the offer for the lead roll as Bell
cuz opening night is July 7 = / i have orientaion that day, and then the show runs for 2weeks. i will be in school. = /

but im just VERY happy that did wonderful on the audition! and was offered a lead roll!


Today (dads day) Went surprisingly well...
Me dad my 2cousins and the ones husband went out deep sea fishing this morning. i caught a pretty good sized Shark. = p
WE got done fishing about noon and then went after some crab.
My first time ever goin after crab. one of 'em pinched my toe. = / it hurt like HELL!

My cousin got stunng by a baby jelly fish lol = p

and then after that we went Parasailing Again! lol we went out saturday also. = p
i LOVE IT!!!!! lol
then spent the rest of today at the beach while my dad and other family members cooked and grilled very good food.
built a very pretty sand castle! = p lol i hadnt done that in years lol

then ate dinner, drank beer and wonderful other drinks and sat out on balcony and watched the sunset.

its sunday and for some reason wed. feels SO far away...
~sigh~ the beach is my Favorite place in the world!

Just watched "Man of the Year"....

AWSOME movie! i loved it and will SO be watching it again! = D

if your like me and despise the government and big corporations,
WATCH THIS MOVIE! = )

its really sad the way the government says were a FREE country...
and its weird how were supose to have privacy.
we dont at all.

So sad what our country has become....
= /